Journal Entry #1

Recently, my common secure apartment became not the place for me to dwell. When my lease drew to a close I decided that I did not want The boredom and bother of living alone in a small, single room, shoebox of a place. So I moved, I moved back to a hostel, something when I was touched by the convenience of normality, I swore I would not do. I think I even made a promise to myself not to ever go back and live in another hostel.

And it is funny, isn’t it? The tricks we play on ourselves. But the joke is always on us if we think that we are in control. God will at times shock us into a position for a designated purpose.

And it is funny, isn’t it? The tricks we play on ourselves. But the joke is always on us if we think that we are in control. God will that time shock us into a position for a designated purpose.

I met a fantastic girl. She is young and pretty with an extremely bright and intriguing mind. We only knew each other for a few days before she very excitedly moved onto her next adventure. She met an older couple who have a house here in Christchurch and a resort style business in Rarotonga. It is there that she shall work, until the time comes to go back to New Zealand.

She met an older couple who have a house here in Christchurch and a resort style business in Rarotonga. It is there that she shall work, until the time comes to go back to New Zealand.

We had the same existential outlook on life. we are both fine profound reasonings in parts of life that usually most people ignore. We shared many in-depth conversations about life and I feel I learned so much, and that my meeting her, it gave me a kind of permission to listen to my heart. To be lost in my own thoughts and to make deliberate attempts to find answers to all the truth meanings of life.

we both find profound reasonings in parts of life that usually most people ignore. We shared many in-depth conversations about life and I feel I learned so much, and that my meeting her, it gave me a kind of permission to listen to my heart. To be lost in my own thoughts and to make deliberate attempts to find answers to all the truest meanings of life.

It was a profound experience meeting her. Her name is Hayley, and I’ll never forget her, Just like she’ll never know the beautiful impact she had on my life.

Just like she’ll never know the beautiful impact she had on my life.

I hope to see her again one day.

So as you can see by me wanting more out of life, and when I say more, I am really suggesting that I want to live more deliberately.

I am really suggesting that I want to live more deliberately.

I will quote Thoreau, “I went to the woods because I wish to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and to see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discovered that I had not lived”.

Henry David Thoreau is beautiful.

This girl from South Carolina, USA, has awoken a beautiful part of me. I truly owe her one day.

I hope to be in contact with her forever.